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Week 1

In true Foster Mom R Fashion, Hubby and I started the program on December 19th, the week of Christmas.  The worst possible timing. The Doc was like - no time like the present and we were like, okay? Okay.  Now of course we don't just have 1 Christmas celebration. We have 4. So we needed some help navigating that.  We began the program on the Phase 1 diet where you eat nothing but the OPTIFAST® Meal Replacements meals, 5-6 times a day. There are shakes, bars, and soups and together the 5 meals total 800 calories, 16 grams of protein, and 90 grams of carbs. Doc walked us through modifying Phase 1 where you eat the Optifast Replacement meals. We were to eat 3 of the replacements and then watch our carb, portion, and calorie intake for the 4th meal on the days we had celebrations. Skipping the 5th if we were still full. Those first 2 days were HARD. Hubby and I were hungry.  I also eat when I'm bored or can't sleep and so the urge to munch was strong.  We were told w
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